irony of life!!

Well it is so ironical that we can predict same message throughout our life from one simple incident from the past. Like father teaching his daughter how to ride a bicycle...

I still remember that day when my dad bought me a bicycle, I was happy, I was amazed. At that time the only priority was to learn how to ride it... dad got stoppers fixed in my cycle and told me to ride. I was hell scared. I told dad to hold me from behind so that i do not fall. He obliged. I was happy riding it safely and excited about riding it as fast as i can... then. After few days dad came and told me to remove one stopper, i was scared again, he again held me from behind. I was happy riding fast again... i learnt how to ride with one stopper and started enjoying it. Then after few days dad again came and told me to ride without stopper... i was so scared that i remembered my first day of riding with stoppers. Dad again held me from behind and i started riding again and this time i wanted to ride faster and faster but dad was not able to run that fast so without telling me he left me from behind and without even realising that i am riding alone i rode faster and faster, then when i looked back with a smiling face i realised it was me who was riding alone and dad was standing there watching his daughter riding with a smiling face.

This was so similar with the instances that came in my life and every time before taking one step forward I remembered of this time.

At that time i didn't realise, dad did all that intentionally to let me explore and learn.

Now when I had crossed each and every stage I realised what my dad wanted to say at that time...

Is it not same when dad dropped me for the first time to the school gate and i was scared and crying...at time also he was saying the same thing " GO daughter explore your world, its new life and it's waiting you"?

Is it not same when dad dropped me at the college gate with a smiling face and i was scared...at that time also he was saying the same thing " GO daughter explore your world, its new life and it's waiting you"?

Is it not same when after marriage dad gave hand in the guys hand and i was scared...at that time also he was saying the same thing " GO daughter explore your world, its new life and it's waiting for you”?

How ironical it is. One instance gave meaning to every step of the life's ladder that i climbed...

ohh baby!!

oh baby are you listening...

oh baby are you there...

oh baby I am here...

Listen the sound of my heart,

see the tears of my eyes,

I am surrounded by thousands in this crowd,

I am feeling alone in the crowd,

oh baby are you listening...

oh baby are you there...

oh baby I am here...

Away from you,

I am away from my heart,

you have thrown me

out of your heart,

broken is me,

broken is my soul

I am feeling like i am no more,

oh baby are you listening...

oh baby are you there...

oh baby I am here...

Waiting is what i can do,

Oh baby its fine,

though you said you will never be mine,

you'll never be mine

you'll never be mine

oh baby are you listening...

oh baby are you there...

oh baby i am here...

Now that you are not mine,

Because I belong to you,

I am not mine...

Iam going away,

away from your pathway,

hoping that you will always be fine,

Oh baby you are not listening,

oh baby you are not there,

oh baby i am still here still here still here...

realisation

These two days made me realise we tend to make so many sureties in our lifetime... But finally when the time comes we all succumb without a single hint where we will b heading towards...

Today i find myself at same place where i once started... These two days were d toughest for me...

Its life's rule what ever comes in this world goes one day then why this thought even make us shiver???

May be because we attach ourselves so much to the world that when the form changes it brings grief to us in the end. But I have realised in this two days that there is one more way of looking up at things...

“that there is more to our existence than this, but its us who fails to discover that ultimate goal of our life ,,we indulge ourselves so much in the worldly things that we forget to work towards our goal..."

God has sent everyone on this earth for some reason. May be that reason is to become reason of someone's happiness or grief, reason for someone's death or life...or may be for the reasons which are beyond our reach of thinking...

I do not say living life spiritual way is the only way to find solace, but living in a way that makes our birth meaningful is true way of living...

We should not be sad on someone's demise... we should be proud that his / her role in serving mankind is now over and he OR she has completed their part, its time for them to rest their soul in peace ...BEFORE they start another journey towards liberation...

THE LIFE OF THE DEAD IS PLACED IN THE MEMORY OF THE LIVING

eternal feel!!

LET LOVE BEGIN

when I look into your eyes , d world seems so bright.
just a glance of yous is enough to make my day, a laugh of yours makes me forget what i wanna say.
when you look into my eyes , I forget if it is night or day
when you hold me in ur arms , my heartbeat doesnot start..
you are my dream and I am the dreamer , you are my soul and you are my prayer..take me in your warmth and in you I wanna hide..come closer and let me stay near , take away my worries and l fear...
hold me , touch my soul within , me ready, LET LOVE BEGIN......

another thought towards this mysterious thing .. though I Dunn understand what it is all about but i still write up to my knowledge about it.

cheers!!!